well kakatapos lang ng Humanities class namin and our topic is music (yehey dun lang ako medyo matino hehew) well it was fun, listening to there song and analyzing music itself, I just found out ang daming marurunong at magaling kumanta sa block namin (walang biro) the fact that kinakabahan lang (kahit ako din) and lack of confidence (ako din) to do it pero totoo ang daming magaling. kung ng fflat man or sharp half note lang lagi ang difference and its just half so its not that far, and half note means nag-ALANGAN (ou ganun din ako kanina) lang pero ALAM!!. I’m not talking about being armature or pro here, I just say what I hear, and that’s it, and I’m not being technical in my comments coz if I was, mas mahabang explanation yun kasama ang buong package. Just don't take things TOO personal in my comments. kung di man nagustuhan ang comment ko sorry...

Mariel and shom sorry kung masyadong harsh ang comment ko

to end everything ...

"never forget that you're never more than one semi-tone away from the right one" -Billy Sheehan

*continue to do whatever you want coz your just step away from reaching what you want to achieve..

Name: Jiro

Age:5

Level:Preparatory

1. Psychosocial stage of child:

            Initiative vs. Guilt

                        The child posses the initiative. He was very confident on what he is doing. He listen very well to the instruction of the teacher and follow it very well and he even corrected his seatmates and explain the instruction. He was also the assigned leader of the day and he did lead his classmate very well, he even tell his classmate instructions before praying. He also initiate not to run inside the classroom. At young age I can see that he is a good leader to his classmates.

2. Intellectual

            He use Tagalog as his man language but he can also speak in English. He is very comfortable talking with his classmate in tagalong and also to others.

3. Social skills.

            He mingles well with his classmates. He do have a lot of friends and very talkative sometimes the teacher would ask him to behave because of being energetic and talkative. He like to give his opinion about what they are doing and make fun of it. He also don’t have time telling stories about himself to other people. By just sitting there he already told me about his older brother who calls him “hero” since I commented on his name that his name sound like a super hero then after that he would tell a lot of stories while eating, that he is very excited of getting a dog coz his dad promised him to get one and I can see on his face the happiness and excitement about the dog. He is very sociable, friendly and don’t have any problem taking to his classmates.

4. Emotional quotient

            Before the activity start his pencil is not sharpen so he went at the back where there things are place (crayons, pencil eraser) and get the sharpener and sharpen his pencil. During the activity he only have 8 crayons on his case so he barrow crayons to his sit mates. He knows what to do when there is something wrong and he tried to come out with the solution on it.

5. Physical development

            Approx. 3”ft  and weight  is approximately 17kg.

6. Gross and fine motor skills

            HE uses his large muscles well although he do have a bit problem on writing because he writes very “madiin” but he holds the pencil in proper position. During there snack time he open his lunch box and open his tetra packed juice by himself prepare his food and eat by himself although he eat very messy and he talk while he is talking and also play while eating. He almost finishes his food but because they have to transfer to the other room he just eat his “ulam” and close his Tupperware (few rice left anyway). He return everything on his box and play with his classmate. After eating he even showed me his dance move which really proves that his muscles are well developed at his age.

Realization as student:

            Well at first I was a bit disappointed because we wart able to go to white cross (and I already experience going there long time ago during my first year high school and play with the kids and I already see how they are enthusiastic when visitors come there and play with them) we though we would be the first group to go there, as what others said maybe God do really have his own plan and told Ms to send us to the prep building and play as if we are their ates and kuyas inside the room. At fist I’m not really expecting too much coz I know they are normal, there parents give them a lot of love attention etc. which is really true I saw that and I can say there parents did very well in taking care of them and also there teacher also do great in teaching them how to be independent. But then my mind setting at that time is that enjoy myself while I’m there and let them feel like I’m there ate who they can play with and ask help if they need something, although I don’t really know what it really like to be ate of kids at there age coz all my life I’m the youngest so what do I know about being ate anyway?.   

            Going there I saw different attitudes of kids hyperactive, quiet shy type fast learner, not-so-fast learner, good listener, bright etc. dealing with kids with different attitude I learn that I should have very very very long patience and I admire the teacher on prep school in having that. Then since I am there are they would ask you to open this and that since there motor skills is not that developed and there confidence to do it is not that developed but then we have to push them to do it so they will gain confidence and become independent in future. Then as much as possible you have to smile when you are with them so you can establish trust to them, and the fact that you are dealing with kids, if your not smiling and mad because they don’t know why you won’t expect them to understand you but rather you have to understand them.  

            From that experience, I know now how it feels to be ate of kids, although I’m still learning how to be a good one. I already understand there innocence in the surroundings, how they do tings simple and not making things complicated at all (if one did hurt someone they will just say sorry and the other one will just forgive and that’s it they are friends again). Which proves even they are still kids you can really learn something from them. Another thing is that the responsibility of being a good example to them and guide them to right answer on there work book without telling them which is really the right answer.  Its very challenging and fun as well. The key there is to enjoy the whole experience and have fun and be a kid again J J(yehey!!).   And I enjoy being kid again, dancing and singing with them , I enjoy being ate of kids for a fist time, I enjoy treating them as if they are really my younger brothers and sisters, I enjoy having such a wonderful little brother Jiro which is one of the highlights of the event since I don’t have any boy sibling so he did make a big difference to me, he did fulfill the feeling (if not at all at lest he did let me experience that feeling) that I want to have a brother which is impossible. And as the time is running, the duty has to end, my role as ate of this kid is going to end for that day and yes I’m sad it’s going to end coz even In a short time we are bonded, and it’s easy to love them and since I treat Jiro as my younger brother, I am really sad that the day is going to end and I admit I almost cry after he come to me and hug me and said “Ate thank you, laro ulit tayo next time” with his face full of happiness from that I was really touch and almost speechless the only thing I said is “sige next time ulit pakabait ka ha” but still with a smile. The experience is very fulfilling I did have great time I had fun, I become kid again, I learn a lot, it’s a new experience, I experience having a little brother and become ate to a kid that even we are not biologically related at lest he did well in treating me as his ate. And I’m very happy about it.

Why did I Choose Jiro?

            Reason 1:At fist he did caught my attention when he smile he only have one front tooth and even his teeth is like that he still smile J

Reason 2: He is very hyperactive, run and plays a lot he might be a bit problem child but I see his leadership and the willingness to do things by his own he is very free and do what ever he want to do but still know his limit and follow his teaches very well, he have a very strong attitude and very independent that I think as he proceed to grade 1 it would be his edge to his classmates.  During those age we do have same attitude (well sort of but not to the extent the difference is he can play whenever he want and he play with his classmate coz during my age I didn’t  someone refuses me to play with other kids which leads to another reason)

Reason 3: I want to be kid again and to experience it you have to play with hyperactive kids J

Reason 4: I want to understand the nature of a young boy at his age, how he thinks and how he do things.

Reason 5: (this is a personal reason) I want to experience, how it feels like to have a younger brother.

Ignacio Joanna Mare,SN
2B-BSN

Happy wedding

Congratulations, a song I send to you to start you off
Thank you, a parting song to you whom I loved.

I wonder if there will come an opportunity even if we're reborn...you know (laugh)
Groom, I'll save the competition till then.

There will probably be times you cross each other, and there will come nights when you fight.
Though if you're together at least you wont be lonely, right?

Congratulations, a song I send to you to start you off
Thank you, so many memories we had together.

You're absolutely BEAUTIFUL I think, I fell in love with you, after all (laugh)
The fact that you look so good together annoys me but...really, BEAUTIFUL.

The fun memories I had with you, and the bitter memories when we'd do nothing but fight,
Now are a beautiful sepia color.
I wipe them away with my tears and softly say goodbye.

I can't say the one thing I still have to say, even now it's closed inside my heart.
That time I couldn't say it I love you.

Don't ever forget it, the day we met.
If you fight, remember our first date (laugh)

I'll say it once more, congratulations.

Virgin road the way from here on
Wedding march is a walk together.
Fight nicely

"May you be happy"

...and not cheat (laugh)

PS: And please make sure to tell your future child.
Never to call me "ojisan".¹

A girl named miyuki is just an ordinary girl who really don't care about the environment. She just wants to observe things and treat those who are kind to her as important person. Although others don't really care about this stuff she treasures small kind deeds that others do her. others think she is hallow minded coz she really don't care about others stuff and just tend to be happy. but then they don''t know she just want others to see her happy and see others happy coz that what really makes her happy to see those who are important to her happy. others misunderstood her, and she was hurt with that... 

          people don't know she do have the power to be invisible she do her deeds as if no one would ever know that she did those things and just felt really happy to see people happy. 

           In school she has friends named hana, haruka ,hitomi and Tenchi. One of her closest friend was Tenchi and hitomi, for some reasons they do possess attitude which she like. But she is more close to tenchi because of the comfort that he gave to her which she really appreciates.

           one day tanshi and hitomi fallinlove with each other. miyuki feel they really love each other so she tried to make them close so much then help them admit that they love each other. until such time that miyuki have to lie about stuff just to make sure that they wont fight or anything and there relationship will be smooth. So she did her part miyuki made her self invisible so no one would see her doing things which she thought it was good. she was successful about it and she was very happy until such time that Ai told her to stop doing those things and leave them alone (ai is actually miyuki's alter ego) but miyuki remains so stubborn until such time that her emotions become so deep and forget about herself so much just to see tenchi happy. she did love tenchi beyond from being otosan to her she tend to deny that to herself and just think everything she feel is a lie. then until such time that strong storm came to tenchi and hitomi, hitomi don't really know that she is starting to hurt tenchi and miyuki knows that tenchi was hurt about things. miyuki on there other side comfort tenchi and sudden emotions just came in her that she forgot that to be invisible. tenchi see her and appreciate what miyuki did. miyuki was happy coz ever since in her entire life no one ever appreciates what she do to others, her sorrow, hardship for them just to make others happy. miyuki feel a sudden happiness inside her, without thinking of the possible outcome with her action. more or less tenchi do know her hidden affection but he don't tell it to her due to his respect to her. so much in to him miyuki violated her principle, she forgot her dignity and lower down her pride just to comfort tenchi. she even forget herself too much that she doesn’t even know what she was doing. then Ai told her "stop! that’s too much" ai talk to tenchi and become so mad. but tenchi did not know that ai exist and ai was mad so he thought miyuki was cracking a joke. miyuki felt really degrade about it. then suddenly hitomi talk to tenchi to settle things up. and everything was ok now tenchi and hitomi are together now.  Miyuki was happy with it, but half of her was hurt about it. it's like walking in a middle of strong snow storm and started to be "mabaon" under the strong snow, a cold night with no one ever know and notice it, a cold night with no one ever comforted her... ai told her "if you stop on the fist place then everything will be ok, but now your alone again, like before". miyuki wants to cry but she can’t express it. Coz she feel that she really ment to be alone forever and become invisible forever.

Last week of school was so toxic a week of long exam sleepless nights + + comprehensive exam which I don't know what would happen. (I hope everything will be alright I want to graduate in st. Paul as nursing student no other than that) divine intervention mahabag sana si God

After the exam I went home to leave my stuff from looker then return to gateway to buy gift for my friend who will celebrate her debut at Manila hotel later.(I m not ever doing anything now gosh!) then after that I want to walk again but its raining outside so I just went to ali mall then sm cubao then I decide to go to SM Manila without asking permission from my parents oh well. Then while walking I saw my dad then se told me to eat coz he already read my mind that I haven’t eat anything after exam... kimochi! I feel better after eating. I admit it I was depressed due to my grades and for the next sem. and my stat grade is not good as well as anatomy. is so doom. I don't want my parents to be disappointed with me. Damn!

Nothing good really happen to me. So sad unlucky with studies unlucky with life unlucky with money and everything!!! 

well I started to sign up here not so long time ago really, i just don't really don’t know how to start and what to say. (I already have my subject but i cannot arrange my thoughts so well so many ideas i cannot express it well ) so i need to put things on the paper first so i can manage to arrange them. (i'm planning to put a manga based story/real life story but then i can not manage to arrange them) ganda sana... at the same time my thoughts and ideas about something or whatever. so definitely random thought about random whatever. oh well but then it majority of it i think would be the different side of joanna. the hidden me which nobody/ no one knows well it's not visible to the public so it's ok. so it would be way different what you read and what you really see. so yun good luck  don't be suppressed.

since this is introductory post then that's it!!